Goodbye Mr. Swing

It’s been a good run, for what it was. What were we?

At the beginning, I thought that I might become your girlfriend.

Somewhere in the middle, I was worried you thought I was your “booty call”.

Now, I’m left feeling jealous of some freshman girl and realizing that I need to distance myself.

Because the truth is, I’m crazy attracted to you. I look at you, and think Gosh darn it, why is he so attractive? I laugh at all your jokes, and think you’re an interesting person in general. I want to spend more time with you. I’d like to know all the weird things about you!

But I really can’t.

Because you just want to “casually date”.

I thought at first that I’d be able to handle it. But now I’m realizing that I’d only be left hurt, and I’d be the only person to blame.

I asked you if we could see each other outside of swing club, and you said that it was up to me. If I choose to see you, and let my feelings grow, and eventually build expectations, it’d all crash and burn down on me.

Besides, I deserve someone who WANTS to see me! Who will put forth the effort to spend time with me.

And unfortunately, you just don’t want to.

It’s a shame, but I have to say goodbye to you.

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