I can’t stop thinking about him. It’s quite ridiculous, since I KNOW that he is bad for me. I KNOW that he doesn’t want a relationship. I KNOW that nothing good could possibly come out of this! But still, he’s the one plaguing my thoughts. WHY?
Since I’ve been stuck with this problem for quite a while, I think I’m starting to understand why…
I may be hopeless when it comes to not thinking about him, but a girl can definitely tell when someone is interested.
When we are together, I feel tension. Whenever he sees me, he usually greets me with special attention, and the same when we say goodbye.
So I KNOW that nothing will happen, but still something feels special somehow…
It’s annoying as hell.
It would almost be easier if he hated me. Then at least things are more straightforward. There wouldn’t be any mind games or second-guessing.
I caught myself this morning counting the days it had been since I last saw him. I immediately chided myself. I shouldn’t anticipate when I will see him. But I do.
I’m seeing him tomorrow, because he and another person are supposed to interview me for a board position in the club. It’s not a date, I probably won’t even talk to him very much. But I still look forward to it and think about how he will treat me.
I have to break this cycle.
Readers, do you have any tips on how to get over someone? How to break out of a situation like this? Share any advice, thoughts, or past experiences below!