I’m writing this post because I want to focus on the good things. I’m fed up thinking about the bad things.
Today was a great day.
It really was.
There was some bad parts, but I am labeling it as great and refusing to be down about it.
I got a good amount of sleep, went to class and learned interesting things, and spent most of the day working on stuff for a dance event my club is planning. In addition to being productive, I was able to spend time with like minded people and forge closer relationships with them. I learned a lot about one girl in particular, and we were swapping stories about our hometowns and high schools. It was really cool.
Later today I am seeing 3 different friends, as well as planning a lesson that I am teaching on Monday. It’s basically a day chock full of fun. I’m going to spend the day dancing and hanging out with friends. Can’t get much better than that.
One of the friends I am seeing later is Ms. Fox. When I was shopping last weekend, I bought her a dress, and I’m excited to give it to her. She’s gorgeous, but doesn’t have much self esteem and barely dresses up when she goes out swing dancing. I figured a cute dress would be a good excuse for her to dress up and feel nice about herself. I also know that it’d be unlikely for her to purchase such a dress for herself, since she would probably say something along the lines of: “Where would I wear it?” or “That won’t look good on me”. Which is ridiculous because I know for a fact she’s going to look hot wearing it!
Yes, he wants to stay single.
Yes, I still find him attractive. (Today I couldn’t help but stare a little, and one moment we were sitting close to each other he smelled DARN GOOD).
Is there anything I can do about it? NO.
Gotta keep my head on straight. Send prayers or good vibes, I need all the help I can get.
Readers, when do you choose to look at the positive side rather than the negative side? Do you feel like it helps?